No One Can Hate Me Like I Hate Myself

by Kowareta

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Sometimes I let it all go to my head
I know I’m only dreaming
Remind myself to breathe in
Repeating every single word you said
You did your very best to break me

But lately I’ve realized
The countless ways that you used to try
To tear me down with all your lies
To no avail
You always fail cuz

My self-esteem’s my only enemy
Confining me behind these walls
It’s hard to change this strange mentality
No you’re not getting through at all
I lament compliments, spare me your love
You let me down whenever you lift me up
There’s nothing you can say to me to fix me or to help
Cuz no one can hate me like I hate myself

Sometimes I feel I can be such a fool
Think I deserve affection
Then see my own reflection
And I’m reminded that it’s just not true
I wish that I could see what you see

So maybe I’d realize
The countless ways that you used to try
To save me from my own demise
To no avail
I always fail cuz

My self-esteem’s my only enemy
Confining me behind these walls
It’s hard to change this strange mentality
No you’re not getting through at all
I lament compliments, spare me your love
You let me down whenever you lift me up
There’s nothing you can say to me to fix me or to help
Cuz no one can hate me like I hate myself

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released February 21, 2021

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Kowareta Toronto, Ontario

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